- Sandra Mara Herzer
Sandra Mara Herzer, a.k.a. Anderson "Bigode" Herzer (b.
1962 in the city of Rolândia, state of Paraná,Brazil - d. onAugust 10 ,1982 , in the city of São Paulo, state ofSão Paulo ,Brazil ), was acounter culture writer andpoet .Life and times
Herzer was a
transsexual , ex-intern of FEBEM or "Fundação Estadual para o Bem Estar do Menor" (a Stateinstitution for the protection ofminor s) whose life and verses were published in a book titled "A queda para o alto", which could be translated into English as 'descending upwards.' This book, in turn, served as the basis for the Brazilian film production "Vera", directed by Sérgio Toledo Segall (better known as Sérgio Toledo). [ [http://www.revista.agulha.nom.br/ag47bigode.htm "O suicídio em poetas jovens, como Sandra (Anderson) Herzer, vulgo Bigode" by José Carlos A. Brito (in Portuguese).] ]Sandra was four years old when her father was killed. Her mother, a prostitute at that time felt unable to take care of her, therefore turning young Herzer in to FEBEM. Sometime soon after that, her mother died.
Herzer was very conflicted about her sexuality, starting at an early age. Later on in life she believed to be a
homosexual , and in the latter part of her life she understood herself to be atranssexual . Her school records show that she was a problem student, often engaging in fights, usingstreet drugs and consumingalcohol .Herzer was institutionalized in FEBEM when she was fourteen years old. At that time she adopted the male name "Anderson Bigode Herzer" (Note: "Anderson" is a common male first name in Brazil; although "bigode" is an unusual nickname, meaning "mustache"). She remained under the State's tutelage until seventeen years of age. At that time
Eduardo Suplicy , a renowned member of parliament (Note: MP = "deputado" in Portuguese), touched by her beautiful poems and difficult life, acted as her protégé and gave her an internship in hiscabinet . [ [http://www.dhnet.org.br/w3/fsmrn/fsm2002/paineis/suplicypor.html "O Direito Inalienável a Uma Renda Básica no Século XXI" por Eduardo Matarazzo Suplicy. Speech, Porto Alegre, Brazil, World Social Forum, 2001 (in Portuguese)] ]Premature death
In spite of the support received, Herzer felt profoundly traumatized and decided to commit
suicide by jumping off the "Viaduto 23 de Maio", a viaduct located in the downtown area of the city of São Paulo. She died from the injuries soon after receivingfirst aid . [ [http://www.senado.gov.br/eduardosuplicy/noticia.asp?data=26/12/2006&codigo=17207 Jornal do Brasil: A queda para o alto. www.senado.gov.br - 2006 (in Portuguese)] ]See also
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